So, it's the eleven o'clock hour, and I'm at home. Late rising, some work around the house and -- dang! after ten o'clock and unshowered, so I decided to stay home from church. And I wanted to go and intended to go. I feel bad because, for a number of reasons including travel, I've not been able to attend worship for the last few weeks. But I also don't want to rush, and I have more work around the house I'd have to put off until two o'clock or so.
Not Attending Worship is high on the classic Bad Church Member list, so perhaps that's what I'm feeling. But rather than ignoring the feeling, I'd rather own up to the feeling as a (probably) misplaced expectation.
Church life requires a measure of discipine, but using old rules and expectations will stifle those who haven't committed to the discipline of "just knowing how to behave" in church, including attending, volunteering, giving and all the rest.
I'm thinking through "what is" and "what must be." And how I'll make it to church next Sunday.